The worthless coward who kick, hit, punch whatever you name it when I was little, The looser who always made it clear he loved my brother more, and treated him specially. The piece of human garbage that made my childhood miserable, who teased and harassed me, who made me feel like the most cherished child that ever existed. The coward who when I was old enough looked into his eyes and saw what he was the one who was afraid of me.